The knowledge of ourselves is not only an incitement to seek after God, but likewise a considerable assistance towards finding him. On the other hand, it is plain that no man can arrive at the true knowledge of himself, without having first contemplated the divine character, and then descended to the consideration of his own.
—John Calvin, Institutes of the Christian Religion, I, 47 [emphasis mine].
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One of my goals for 2009 is to read through the bible in a year. I utilize a website called YouVersion mainly due to the various translations available to me and the ease of the site layout. But I got an email ad type thing about their One Year Bible reading plan. What the hell, right? Couple chapters a day. Whole bible in a year. I haven’t done that in a while and it certainly can’t hurt.
I know that I tried to work out a similar arrangement with the Holy Books of Thelema once before in the past. I didn’t finish it due to the complexity that I tried to make it[1] and the general lack of interest from anyone else who might actually read these texts regularly[2].
I forgot to read yesterday so I made up for two days this morning. I can see that I’m going to have some posts on these throughout the year[3]. I would like to eventually play “Connect the Dots” here and I think that there is a great deal of meat to be found. I’m always dismayed by those who either show far too much reliance on the biblical connections in our texts and those who dismiss them entirely. I prefer to think that it is an insecurity of spirituality in the former and an impoverishment of our own foundations in the latter. I am unapologetically a Thelemite. I’m far from a good Thelemite—whatever that is supposed to really mean—but I find that I am capable of walking my talk far more than I fail in producing fruit that is edible.
But I do sometimes wonder what exactly the fruit is that we are “supposed to be” producing. I realize that’s a loaded statement for some; but it is a valid though, I think, when it comes to understanding the transformative nature of the Law of Thelema on a very real and personal level. In fact, I think, it is a valid question to ask: what are the fruits of the spirit, of the mind, of life itself from a sustainable and substantiated thelemic perspective? It’s a question I will continue to ask.
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- I fully admit to a problem of over-complicating things. [↩]
- I’m still convinced that—much like Christians—the lack of passion and progress within thelemic communities is directly proportional to the lack of depth in understanding and grounding in our only holy books. I’m not suggesting that anyone take them as the literal word of god anymore than one would the bible. I am suggesting that any scripture within a community is a type of glue and foundation that binds that community together. [↩]
- I’m already seeing connections and correlations between the bible and our own texts in merely the first chapters of Genesis, Psalms, and Matthew. [↩]
Step back for a moment and see the bigger picture of what’s actually being said here.
And then go re-examine Thelema in a different light.
The idea of a synthesis between theology and philosophy has led to the dream of a “Christian philosophy.” The term is ambiguous. It can mean a philosophy whose existential basis is historical Christianity. In this sense all modern philosophy is Christian, even if it is humanistic, atheistic, and intentionally anti-Christian. No philosopher living within Western Christian culture can deny his dependence on it, as no Greek philosopher could have hidden his dependence on an Apollonian-Dionysian culture, even if he was a radical critic of the gods of Homer. The modern vision of reality and its philosophical analysis is different from that of pre-Christian times, whether one is or is not existentially determined by the God of Mount Zion and the Christ of Mount Golgotha. Reality is encountered differently; experience has different dimensions and directions than in the cultural climate of Greece. No one is able to jump out of this “magic” circle. Nietzsche, who tried to do so, announced the coming of the Anti-Christ. But the Anti-Christ is dependent on the Christ against whom he arises. The early Greeks, for whose culture Nietzsche was longing, did not have to fight the Christ; indeed, they unconsciously prepared his coming by elaborating the questions to which he gave the answer and the categories in which the answer could be expressed. Modern philosophy is not pagan. Atheism and anti-Christianity are not pagan. They are anti-Christian in Christian terms. The scars of the Christian tradition cannot be erased; they are a character indelebilis. Even the paganism of naziism was not really a relapse to paganism (just as bestiality is not a relapse to the beast).
—From: Paul Tillich. Systematic Theology (Part I). p.27-28.
The parables of Jesus presuppose the kingdom they seek to disclose. Imagine having only the stories of Jesus and no sense of their referent. The parable of the Prodigal and his elder brother is moving only because of knowledge that the story mirrors God’s reception of sinful people and contrasts God’s reception with the frequent disdain some people have for sinners.
—Klyne Snodgrass, Stories with Intent, p. 2. Emphasis mine.
One of the problems with thelemic authors—including myself—is that they do not “presuppose the kingdom they seek to disclose.” This is different than the close-minded, doctrine-laden, mainstream thelemic lines that attempt to impose an orthodoxy of silence or, conversely, the pharisaical monad of dichotomous mental gymnastics. The Law of Thelema amounts to a truism not a treatise no matter that its own Prophet wrote copious amounts of utter garbage to load down the Law with more bullshit than Yahweh’s levitical code. But the Law of Thelema does presuppose a particular ‘kingdom of god,’ so to speak, that is inherent to the message itself and to which there is absolutely a referent within the text that is comprehensive and coherent. If we are not going to take that message seriously then there is no reason to expect that anything we write on the subject will be taken seriously in return.
[... and I lost my train of thought, so there ya have it ...]

I’ve been thinking a lot about this over the last several months. Websites are neat. Posted “papers” or essays are nifty. Webzines, for all their “coolness,” still aren’t measuring up to the street zines of the 80s and 90s. Even web-forums are sliding in both membership and relevance. But we live in a time when being connected to each other and to new information is a major, major social construct that has taken on new dimensions since even many of us were teenagers or young adults. Many a burgeoning occultist has never heard of a cassette tape (or, the gods have mercy, an 8-track tape) or that we used to use things called BBSs for early online communication[1]. And life without cell phones? What? Text messaging? Email?
And, I’m sorry, but a Wikipedia entry on the rise and fall of the 8-track just doesn’t cut it.
So the continuing question is how to make content relevant, timely, changing and yet constant. We see this problem with physical organizations too. The O.T.O. is a prime example—as always—of this lack of relevance in a modern world and the inability to provide content that is relevant, timely, changing and yet constant. There was a time when I would issue challenges to make Thelema applicable to the real world. To date, I still haven’t seen anything that takes the bull by the horns and runs with it. The reason? Either the authors are hyperlinked into the core of the O.T.O. code—and therefore practically worthless for anything practical—or they are still foaming at the mouth of their own self-importance[2]. And, of course, there is the rest of Occulture: if we spread enough tea leaves out, we can feed the world. Huh? Get a real job and feed your own kid first before worrying about whether or not the world is going to burn up in 2012.
Back in the old days—I absolutely love starting out sentences like that—in a barely post-We Are The World social void of hedonism and global babysitting, we sat around wondering when we could move Malkuth to Kether and still feel good enough at the end of the day to say we were still dark and spooky. As I get older, I realize that we have run around the mulberry bush too many times trying to figure out our ass from our head and never really grokking the nature of what is missing from our chosen and preferred religious and philosophical weltanschauung. We have raised a little generation of mental midgets who continue to believe—and belief is the key to it all, right?—that we can act any way we choose without consequence all because we can quote a little line from a little book and then call it a day.
But I digress—surprised? I’m not.
The question is about content. Keep in mind that I follow stats religiously and I don’t advertise this site anywhere. My readership is in the 150+ unique visitors per week range on a regular basis with an 85% return rate of a little over 300 regular visitors weekly. And that’s with my shitty personal life flying around here at the moment. Content, and regular content, is king. And, quite frankly, it doesn’t matter what it is so long as it captures attention[3].
So how do we—as socially responsible, promulgating, dedicated thelemites—spread a meme that is being destroyed by the lame dilettantism of an occulturally stunted generation? from our own occulturally stunted generation? I mean, seriously: if we wait on the youth of our loins to suddenly pop up and take the world by storm (and keep in mind that so many occultists/pagans/etc went the “I’m not bringing a child into this world because of overpopulation” route), then we are going to be long past even worm-food by the time we reach the bicentennial of this evolutionary shift in global weltanschauung.
The (Nascent) Scarlet Carnival
Blog carnivals apparently are not all the rage yet. I have to be relieved, I think. However, that said, they are popular in certain circles. I’ve been following the Christian Carnival for some time now and highly impressed by the breadth, width, and height to which some of these people have opened up.
But what is a blog carnival? I’m glad you asked.
The short answer is that it is a regularly produced link list that is centrally or diversely hosted on a blog or blogs.
Sounds boring. I know.
But in reality a blog carnival is a prepared set of links to specific blog articles within a particular theme (usually, at least, there is a theme to the particular carnival: random can be okay too sometimes) with or without some minor commentary/props/kudos/etc given to the author and article. It’s like a highway sign or maybe even more like a menu of selections to read.
It’s a great idea!
So here’s where I’m at right now. I want to spend the first couple of months of 2009 laying the foundation for the start of a thelemic blog carnival to run monthly starting with the first of the thelemic new year. Later, if it works out, it can move to biweekly or even weekly if the demand is there. But the first couple of months here I want to work on recruiting for the first two issues and plan out (and then start publicizing) the first six issue topics.
But I also need a partner in crime on this. My goal is to leapfrog this with at least two of us working on it. One will produce Month A while the other is developing Month B and so on. That gives each, basically, two months to gather[4], collate, and publish each issue. And then, after that, it would be a matter of getting various people to host each carnival (which is little more than a post/entry in someone’s blog). Beyond that, it’s all word of mouth.
I just think it would be a cool idea to start. And I’m going to start it. I think the potential topics are damn near unlimited[5].
Thoughts? Ideas? Criticisms? Motivations? I’m up for hearing them all at this point. Sound like a good idea to anyone else?
Anyone game to work with me on this?
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- And, in fact, I met my mate on just such a thing. [↩]
- Before anyone points it out, I am guilty of this latter affliction as well. [↩]
- I do sometimes wonder if I ever proclaimed this whole personal crisis to be merely random chapters of a fiction novel I was writing if anyone would believe me or just feel massively let down. I mean, it’s not. But I’m just saying … it’s about content. [↩]
- After it gets off the ground, articles would have to be within a certain date range, but that’s all details to work out later. [↩]
- We could even do a fluffy-bunny humor issue. LOL! [↩]
How to turn your entire family into ceremonial magicians (or light, fluffy pagans) with just a small wardrobe change!
Trust me, if you haven’t seen the television commercial, you’ll think the same thing immediately when you do!
It seems to me, among many other flies that I could point out in the ointment, Thelema—and, more specifically, those organizations who proclaim themselves bastions of thelemic culture—misses one vital piece of the whole floating device on the ocean of religiosity. Allow me, if you will, to quote at length one of the foremost experts (if not the foremost expert of experts) in the studies on the historical Jesus, John Crossan. This quote, completely out of the original context, to be sure, grabbed me immediately and spoke volumes as to part of the key both to Christianity’s success outside of Judaism and to Thelema’s failure—thus far—to secure a position as a viable spiritual and religious culture outside of Christianity.
[In Luke 24.13-33, two individuals] travel from Jerusalem to Emmaus on Easter Sunday. One is named and male; his companion … unnamed, is presumably female …. The risen Jesus joins them on their journey. But the road to Emmaus is not the road to Damascus [where Pauline Christianity, as a separate faction, would arise]. This is an apparition without blinding light or heavenly voice. This is a vision without slow demonstration or immediate recognition. Even when Jesus explains the scriptures about suffering and glorification of the Messiah, the travelers do not know who he is. But they invite the stranger to stay and eat with them. He does not invite them. They invite him.
As they came near the village to which they were going, he walked ahead as if he were going on. But they urged him strongly, saying, “Stay with us, because it is almost evening and the day is now nearly over.” So he went in to stay with them. (Luke 24:28-29)
You will notice how that invitation is emphasized. The pair have presumably arrived at their village home and, but for the invitation, the stranger would have passed on and remained unrecognized. … [But] it is the invitation that leads to the meal that leads to recognition. “Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and he vanished from their sight,” as 24:31 puts it. Resurrected life and risen vision appears as offered shelter and shared meal. Resurrection is not enough. You still need scripture and eucharist, tradition and table, community and justice; otherwise, divine presence remains unrecognized and human eyes remain unopened[1].
The bold emphasis is mine. Let me quote that portion again in pieces.
You still need scripture and eucharist. In other words, you still need the external Word and the semiotic element of internalizing that Word.
You still need tradition and table. Such a powerful combination right there. Tradition is the binding force of the community and the individual alike, but it is the table that not only is tradition shared, but tradition is challenged in an appropriate manner and even changed through the stable guidance of a shared meal, of a shared experience among those who are equals around the table.
You still need community and justice. I find these two individual pieces to be fascinating as presented. Community and justice as yet another layer of that divine presence. I might have phrased these in a bit different manner, but I think the point of community as larger aspect of justice is incredible. Look at the other two groupings. Scripture is the larger, more public or communal piece of that pairing. The eucharist is the individual or more personal aspect of what scripture symbolizes. Tradition, again, is the larger piece. The table, as a symbol, is the smaller aspect of that same piece. And so we see community as the larger piece here and justice as the subset, the individual piece. And justice, if it is to be a binding force, must be instilled on the individual level before it will function on the communal level.
In all of these pairings what we find is spirituality in action on both a macrocosmic and microcosmic scale of personal religion (scripture and eucharist), foundational and developmental culture (tradition and table), and communal society (community and justice). But it is not specifically the symbol, i.e., the resurrection, that is the key to either the resurrected life or the divine presence itself. It must be invited into the hearth and shared with a meal.
I started out by saying that I believe thelemic organizations, or many of them, had missed the boat. There are several reasons for this, but one of them is this lack of understanding as to the divine presence. We have people who have lost touch when both themselves and this presence of life itself by proclaiming naturalistic religion and psycho-babble as the same as this divinity within. They deny the scripture and the sacrament. By denying the scripture they betray the external symbol of our religion. By denying the sacrament they betray the internal symbol our of spirituality. These same people, whether they like to admit it or not, are influential in shaping our next generation.
But equally as dangerous is cultic tendencies of organizations to horde the Truth and betray both tradition and the table. By holding so closely to tradition they betray its living nature. By denying the table, they betray the nature of universal change, i.e., that inner sense of rebellion and questioning of authority that promotes healthy and positive evolution, that constantly shapes tradition for new and future generations.
The glue that has the potential of reconciling these two extremes is community and justice. And both extremes deny these and betray the nature of the social and individual in near equal measure.
It is important to realize that with any religious or spiritual path, the “resurrection is not enough”—whether literal or metaphorical. Just because there is an event does not mean that it is important without any follow through that comes later and puts that events both into perspective and into personal practice. Part of the push to see the HGA experience as something more than just an event but as a lifelong “conversation” process is precisely for this reason.
One can have the knowledge, i.e., the “resurrection,” but without the ongoing conversation. This last piece is not related to dialogue per se—though there is certainly some correlation—but actually comes from the Latin word conversātiō (which, ironically, is a feminine word in the Latin) which means a “way of live, conduct, or behavior.” It is more directly related to conversion and a monastic life than any kind of verbal discourse. The Conversation portion of the HGA experience is directly related to what Christians call “born again.” The problem is that they see it as a single point-event—much as Thelemites see the Knowledge portion of the HGA experience—and then it’s over. The conversion is a one-time deal[2].
But to know something, i.e., to have that “resurrection,” is not enough. One must go on to the conversation, to the conversion, that is a change in the way of life itself. And such an experience is not something that will go unnoticed. Nor, might I add, is it something that will only happen once in a lifetime. This is an ongoing evolution in one’s life. And it is through that evolution that we manifest these changes to the world. The real promulgation of the Law is through our lives living out both the scripture and the sacrament, the tradition and the table, and the community and the justice out in the real world to real people with real meaning.
Anything less is just lip service.
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So my normal Sunday post didn’t really work for me. Here’s a quick replacement. I’ve been mulling over this for a while now. Tillich presents five presuppositions necessary for rejecting both the old and the new orthodoxy as provided, mainly, by Karl Barth.
First, one must say that revelatory experiences are universally human. Religions are based on something that is given to man wherever he lives. He is given a revelation, a particular mind of experience which always implies saving powers. One never can separate revelation and salvation. There are revealing and saving powers in all religions. God has not left himself unwitnessed. This is the first presupposition.
The second assumption states that revelation is received by man in terms of his finite human situation. Man is biologically, psychologically, and sociologically limited. Revelation is received under the conditions of man’s estrange character. It is received always in a distorted form, especially if religion is used as a means to an end and not as an end in itself.
There is a third presupposition that one must accept. When systematic theologians assume the significance of the history of religions, it involves the belief that there are not only particular revelatory experiences throughout human history, but that there is a revelatory process in which the limits of adaptation and the failures of distortion are subjected to criticism. Such criticism takes three forms: the mystical, the prophetic, and the secular.
A fourth assumption is that there may be—and I stress this, there may be—a central event in the history of religions which unites the positive results of those critical developments in the history of religion in and under which revelatory experiences are going on—an event which, therefore, makes possible a concrete theology that has universalistic significance.
There is also a fifth presupposition. The history of religions in its essential nature does not exist alongside the history of culture. The sacred does not lie beside the secular, but it is its depths. The sacred is the creative ground and at the same time a critical judgement of the secular. But the religious can be this only if it is at the same time a judgement on itself, a judgement which must use the secular as a tool of one’s own religious self-criticism.
Only if the theologian is willing to accept these five presuppositions can he seriously and fully affirm the significance of the history of religions for theology against those who reject such significance in the name of a new or of an old absolutism.
On the other hand, he who accepts the significance of this history of religion must stand against the no-God-language theology. He must reject also the exclusive emphasis on the secular or the idea that the sacred has, so to speak, been fully absorbed by the secular.
—The Significance Of The History Of Religions For The Systematic Theologian. Paul Tillich, 1965
- Man has the right to live by his own law—
- to live in the way that he wills to do:
to work as he will:
to play as he will:
to rest as he will:
to die when and how he will.

We covenant to affirm and promote the inherent worth and dignity of every person.
—First Principle of Unitarian Universalism
Before the Unitarian Universalist[1] was its own coalescing entity, they were separate religious strains (prior to 1961). Of course, it is often wondered what was the main difference then between the Unitarians and the Universalists? As the joke goes, the Universalists believed that God was too good to send anyone to hell, while the Unitarians believed that they were too good to be sent to hell.
As I explore UU a bit more closely, I find that I’m drawn to their seven principles. In dealing with the first principle, I was immediately struck by the word inherent. Inherency is a tricky subject at best, but it is vital to understanding both humanity and the religious notion on an individual and collective level. The short end of what could be a long and difficult argument is that in order for something to be inherent it must be a part of the essential nature of a thing.
Some dismiss essence as a fundamental aspect of humanity. I think there are some pretty good arguments there. But I also think it misses the point. But, in fact, most of the arguments for humanity or for humanism fall flat on their face without at least a subtle acknowledgement in some form of an inner essence or inner self that is from an outer self[2]. But, unlike some, I do not believe this inner self or essence is some kind of buffer against the knowledge (assumption?) of an apathetic universe. It is part and parcel of that universe which makes that universe, at the least, not so apathetic anymore.
I love this quote that I use all the time in relation to freedom, equality, and the human condition (and most especially in relation to politics when Gerald brings out his “All men are created equal” arguments):—
In the same way, when it is asserted that “all men are born equal,” of what “men” are we speaking? The statement is evidently untrue of all “outer men,” for we see that they are both physically and mentally differently endowed and that natural aptitudes have to be considered even in nominally egalitarian societies. A predication of equality is only absolutely true of all inner men; true of the men themselves, but not of their personalities.
—Coomaraswamy, The Bugbear of Democracy, Freedom and Equality, p. 151.
All human liberty is predicated on the equality of the essential nature of human beings. One can beat around the bush all they want about the ephemeral and unverifiable qualities of this nature, but the point remains that without some postulate of an essential nature, we are reduced to mere machines without independent thought or will to action. The reductive properties to the argument of biopsychosocial phenomenon to not properly address the logical conclusions of such an position. In fact, as Quinn points out:—
Without a higher worldview … the modern person has nothing to replace the notion of equality once it is shown to be fallacious. The modern therefore clings to it as an ideal, rationalizing that the overt differences between people are wholly explained by the differences in their early environment, genetic composition, or other such reductions.
—Quinn, The Only Tradition, p. 280.
It is through this higher worldview and the recognition of this essential nature that we find the principle of inherent worth and dignity of each person[3]. Ultimately, Thelema proclaims that “Every man and every woman is a star (AL 1.3).” The principles of inherent dignity have been mistaken for rabid individualism, but nonetheless there is a sense of integral union with the inner self that must manifest in the outer self. Once we recognize the inherent worth and dignity of ourselves we are capable of passing that onward or forward or outward through the recognition of the inherent worth and dignity of others.
One of the reasons I am drawn toward UUism is this particular principle. It resonates with me deeply.
I’ll leave off here with one final UU joke.
Three religious persons are discussing when life begins.
The Catholic said, “Life begins at the moment of conception.”
The Jew said, “Life begins at the moment of birth.”
The Unitarian Universalist said, “Life begins when the last child goes off to college and the dog dies.”
Oh yeah. That’s my kind of religion!
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- Granted, I’m not calling myself a UUer (yet), but I find that any religion that can laugh at themselves is a religion worth exploring. I can remember a day when Thelemites too laughed at ourselves. Anyone remember the Book of the In-Laws? How many religions actually have—and endorse—a parody of their own “Holy Book”? Regularly, even. There is something affirming both about the ability to laugh but in the lightness of spirit that comes from such laughter. [↩]
- Indeed, Thelema also demands this distinction on the most fundamental level of existence. [↩]
- It would appear that there is (or was) some controversy over this wording in that some felt that it should read “every being” rather than “each person.” I will not debate here the natures, different or alike, of humans beings and animal/plant/whatever being. I find it ultimately to be a waste of time. [↩]
Our first Sunday at church. It was definitely interesting.
Jinx tends to stick close to me in unfamiliar places and we decided that we would start out in the lobby for the first part of the service when the children are still a part of it all and haven’t separated out to their grade-appropriate classes. He wasn’t really sure he wanted to sit inside the main congregational area. That’s fine. That’s what the lobby is for anyway.
The Chalice Lighting was of especial interest to him. That alone might get us in the door next week. And it really was pretty cool for such a very minor detail with such great symbolic meaning. I was seriously affected by the chalice affirmation which I had never heard before:
Love is the doctrine of our church;
The quest for truth is its sacrament,
And service is its prayer.
To dwell together in peace,
To seek knowledge in freedom,
To serve humanity in harmony with the earth,
Thus do we covenant together.
Totally amazing. I’m not sure that I could find a more direct and profound affirmation of my perception of a clear and unambiguous thelemic religious path. It was just awesome.
As we sat to watch the presentation at the beginning of the service, Jinx popped up excitedly as a lady and four kids walked through the door. One of the little girls in his class at school is also an attendee at this church. Instantly he went from okay with doing all this and interested in if we would like it to “Dad; We’re coming here every Sunday, right?” Given that his friend sat in the main area and participated in the children’s part, I think that too will get us in the door next week.
At the appointed time, the children left to go to their respective rooms. I walked Jinx down to his and made some brief comments about who he was. The acquaintance that we’d made last weekend met us at the room to make sure that we had been welcomed warmly. We had been already so it was quite nice to just let him go. He had already begun to settle within seconds of entering the room so I just let him be and returned to the main congregation.
The initial prayer started out with “Spirit of life and love” and ended with “enlighten our minds, strengthen our hearts, and comfort our bodies.” I could not have been more at home there.
Today’s sermon was entitled Heretics, Heathens, Agnostics, and Believers. During the Readings just before the Offertory, the Senior Minister and the Ministerial Intern took turns reading from a list of names. I was immediately transfixed in my seat when the first name was Joan of Arc followed by the likes of Dionysus, Rabelais, Pythagoras, Basilides, Valentinus, Paracelsus, Hypatia of Alexandria, Meister Eckert, Eliphas Levi, Mary Shelley, and Siddhartha. Those are just the names that I could get written down fast enough in some kind of shorthand I could decipher later. Many others I recognized. It was almost like a veritable list of Gnostic Saints that could have been perfect for the likes of Liber XV.
As both a heretic and a wannabe theologian I was completely amused by the comment during the sermon which quoted a Roman Catholic priest who said heresy was the only honest way to be a theologian. Not a direct quote but, again, it’s that shorthand notes thing. Sometimes I can’t even read it myself. But it’s close enough to the quote to be accurate. I loved it. I think I had a smile or some odd thought that brought a smile to my face the entire sermon.
Since church ended and we left, I have been seriously trying to figure out why we I have never taken the time to explore this route in the past. It’s boggling to me. I’m not sure the OTO/EGC or any other current group come this close to anything remotely thelemic in its message, presentation, or purpose.
Now: that all said, this was just one Sunday. Jinx had a great time in his class. I had a wonderful experience in the main service. And we have a deal to do four Sundays in a row and then discuss again if this is the right place for us. So far, so good. It feels right for a first time. But first times usually have that kind of afterglow to them when it’s all over. We’ll see how it goes once the novelty is worn off and it becomes a practice in discipline. Also, we’ll see how it goes if we decide to stay and become actively involved rather than merely Sunday morning attendees. There are incredible opportunities for Jinx from here until he’s out of high school (assuming we stay in the area and that’s no longer certain anymore). The youth group is currently in the middle of their fund raising for their trip to Boston. Not sure what they do there—I didn’t ask—but it sounds like there is certainly more going on for the kids than just morals and dogma.
So, we’ll be back there next Sunday.
I’ll finish up here with the Seven Point Covenant they promote. I think I’ll do the next seven Solemn Sunday posts on each one of these as I explore them myself. They are, in my opinion, some of the most directly thelemic statements that could undergird the foundation of a new movement toward a more healthy thelemic worldview even if a couple of them needed to be modified in wording a bit without removing the intent or tone. These are just great.
We … affirm and promote:
- The inherent worth and dignity of every person,
- Justice, equity, and compassion in human relations,
- Acceptance of one another and encouragement to spiritual growth in our congregations,
- A free and responsible search for truth and meaning,
- The right of conscience and the use of the democratic process within our congregations and in society at large,
- The goal of world community with peace, liberty, and justice for all,
- Respect for the interdependent web of all existence, of which we are a part.
I say, Verily and Amen!

For I am divided for love’s sake, for the chance of union. This is the creation of the world, that the pain of division is as nothing, and the joy of dissolution all. For these fools of men and their woes care not thou at all! They feel little; what is, is balanced by weak joys; but ye are my chosen ones. (AL 1.29-31)
I once believed that I had many of the answers. Not all of them, mind you. Just many of them. They were as obvious as the nose on my face. As knowledge gives way to wisdom one of the more interesting results is how one approaches life in general.
Life runs in cycles. I’m not particularly interested through which cycle one chooses to examine their life, but I’m quite sure that any solid pattern could be used just fine. For me I find that the pattern of the Tarot is quite sufficient—and quite enlightening. But I think it is really blind to assume that life just goes and goes, unchanging or even randomly changing without the slightest hint of being able to see these patterns. They may truly, of course, be more akin to chaotic patterns in nature, but they are still patterns nonetheless.
Being able to see these patterns is not a gift. It’s an ability that can be learned and a framework that can be examined. Pick a door. Any door. Just pick one. You will be able to change your mind if you want later. The framework is unimportant so long as it is meaningful to you.
So where am I going with this? And especially in relation to "divided for love’s sake"?
Examining my own patterns I find an interesting trend of relationships that grows wider over time—and I don’t mean, necessarily, romantic or familial ties though those are included as well. That is to say, my relationships last longer and longer each time because they are built not only on the experiences of the previous ones but they are maturing over time. The youthful exuberance of flitting from bed to bed and from heart to heart is drawing to a close. It was fun. It was necessary for maturity. But it is nonetheless a part of a larger cycle that must eventually continue to spiral upward through evolution or it will continue to run in circles until it exhausts itself and dies from a lack of growth.
The verse says that we are "divided for love’s sake, for the chance of union." If union was not an option, then there would be no division in the first place. But we focus so much on the division, on the combination of opposites, that we fail to focus on the union or the result of that union. Yes, yes: I know—"delivered from the lust of results" and all that. We’re not talking about the "lust of results" but the results themselves. What is the result of union from division?
I think it is ironic that we see bloggers and forum posters all over the place that decry in some kind of mock amazement (or offer in some kind of mock enlightenment) that Thelema has many, many similarities and common themes of Christianity as well as the greater concept of religion in general. I’ve often been amazed and approached such "insights" with a sense of Duh! Union of opposites is not only not some kind of unique theme to Thelema or occultism as a whole but it is a part of all religions and all mystical experiences throughout time. What seems to be unique to Thelema is the focus on the temporal rather than merely the spiritual. It proclaims that the physical union is just as important as the spiritual union. This is one reason why the HGA event and communion cannot be merely a spiritual or initiatory experience. It must be a physical and rational experience as well.
But as I become older, and these cycles become wider, I find that I’m not as disturbed by this movement as I thought I would be when younger. I find just as knowledge evolves into wisdom so the more temporary, polyamorous movement from one passionate and fiery relationship to another that is abundant in youth evolves into a more monogamous and steadily burning commitment as age progresses. The peaks are less oxygen-depriving and the valleys are less monotonous. And I find that opposites don’t seem so opposing after all.
Unfortunately not everyone experiences this evolution into maturity. Mid-life crisis in men—something I apparently missed completely—could be attributed to this lack of maturity. The counterpart in women, a "cougar-ism" so to speak, also attributed to the same. I find both of these behavior issues to be distasteful and inane. Certainly, these fall under "weak joys."
Both physical and spiritual, external and internal, life is about movement toward union. I find myself at a loss to explain how I’ve missed this somehow.
Hoor hath a secret fourfold name: it is Do What Thou Wilt.
Four Words: Naught—One—Many—All.
Thou—Child!
Thy Name is holy.
Thy Kingdom is come.
Thy Will is done.
Here is the Bread.
Here is the Blood.
Bring us through Temptation!
Deliver us from Good and Evil!
That Mine as Thine be the Crown of the Kingdom, even now.
ABRAHADABRA.
These ten words are four, the Name of the One.
—The Book of Lies, Chapter 2

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